I can't think of a title for this but title-less posts look weird

So I've been depressed since the minute I woke up this morning and I couldn't figure out why and I was talking to a friend about college and I realized that's what's making me so upset. Today was supposed to be the day I went for the Group Discussion Session to this college I really wanted to go to. I was supposed to do well in it and do well in the interview and get in. I was supposed to move to another, way cooler city for 3 years. I was supposed to stay at a hostel and have a cool roomie who liked the same stuff as me. I was supposed to have posters up on my wall. I was supposed to study about cool things like urban legends and UFOs and Greek Philosophy and Creative Writing and Mythology and poetry. I was supposed to find a cool group of friends who liked the same kind of music I do and have well informed discussions about the happenings of fantasy worlds. I was supposed to get my roomie to obsesses over a show and walk in to find her crying about a certain character's death. I was supposed to attend AT LEAST one concert over the course of the next 3 years. I was supposed to find love. Okay maybe not. I was supposed to have actual college experiences. I was supposed to be happy. Instead, I'm stuck here. In the same city I've always been. Going to the same college everyone goes to. Seeing the same people all the time. Studying boring business-y things that I have absolutely no interest in. Living in the same house and with the same people I have been, all my life. Feeling the same feeling I've been feeling for the longest time (hint hint : nothing). And that sucks.