I think Inception made too much of an impression on me

I can’t seem to let go of the whole concept of voluntary dreaming, and shared dreaming. You could go to sleep, and create a world of your own, and stay there. As long as you’d like. Am I the only one who thinks that’s better than reality? Yes, I’d probably end up killing myself like Mal, but I don’t really care. But it isn’t real, and I guess I’ll never know.