Maybe Someday.

Straight and fast. Straight and fast, she thinks as she accelerates on a mostly empty road. A truck drives in front of her. She inches closer to it. Her speedometer is at 50 but is slowly rising. A couple more meters. That's all she needs. Everything that has ever happened to her is leading up to this moment. The moment when it all ends. She's a meter away from the truck. Yes. You're almost there. Suddenly, she slams the breaks. Her car screeches to a halt. The truck drives away. She stares straight ahead at it as it slowly shrinks and becomes a tiny spot on the road and finally disappears. A few minutes later, a car comes up behind hers and honks loudly. The driver goes around her, but shouts obscenities as he passes by. Numbly, she parks the car on the side of the road. Why, she thinks. She puts her hands to her face and breaks down. Why? Why couldn't I do it? Why am I such a coward? she thinks as she sobs into her palms. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe next week. Maybe this year. Maybe someday.

Random Update on What's Up and Stuff.

Tumblr is down.I literally feel like a drug addict who withdrew all of a sudden. I'm slightly dizzy, my head hurts a little bit, I'm super restless and I feel like there's no point in living ( I mean I feel like that all the time, but  still). I'm pretty sure I'll be back to normal when it's back up. There should be Tumblr Rehab. Seriously.
What else has been going on in my life?
I started and finished Breaking Bad. Which is awesome. Coolest show ever, after Sherlock. So many feels. Jesse is the coolest. I love Jesse. Even though he's a chain smoking, recovering drug addict who cooks and sells crystal meth.
I failed in Commerce. I think I'm grounded. Doesn't exactly make a difference because I hardly ever leave my room.
I asked someone out to Tumblr Prom, which was interesting. Ended up not going though. I don't know why. I said I "forgot", which went well, because my...uhm...date, forgot too. So it's cool.
I hate Gangnam Style. It's overrated and mainstream. I mean, there's WAY BETTER, ACTUALLY NICE TO LISTEN TO K-Pop out there.
I like the new One Direction song. Which is ironical because I hate mainstream things.
I found a bunch of new youtubers, so that's cool.
I'm on an anti-depressant now, which doesn't exactly work because I still contemplate suicide on a daily basis.

I strongly dislike Taylor Swift, and her new song and she doesn't deserve to sing with Ed Sheeran.
My dad is obsessed with Thor.
I can't think of anything else. .
Okay Bye.

Depression.

Swimming in depression. I don't understand that expression. Depression isn't an ocean. Depression is a wall. An invisible wall. You won't know when it'll hit you. You'll be the happiest person ever, walking down the street, skipping to the beat, and it'll hit you and EVERYTHING will come crashing down. And you won't be able to get back up again. Until you really try. And when you do, and resume your walking, it'll hit you again. And again. And again. It's a vicious cycle.
And you can't even talk about it.  Because you'll feel like no one understands. Because no one really does.  You'll just have to pretend like everything's okay. When it's not. When your head is telling you you're worthless. When it tells you no one loves you. Not romance love. The other kind of love. When you feel truly alone. And all your embarrassing moments will come flooding in your head. And for some weird reason, that'll make you feel like crap. And your head will be like "Really? You actually did that? You deserve to punish yourself for that." And you'll feel like doing it. Punishing yourself, I mean. And you'll fight it. But you'll reach a day when you can't fight anymore. And you'll succumb to the pressures of your brain.
And I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of fighting. I really am. I just want it to end. Not just the depression. Everything.

A Horrible Excuse For A Post/Review Thing

I feel like crap. My right eye hurts. My head hurts. I'm not supposed to be using my laptop. I'm pissed off.
What better way to solve this issue, than to listen to Ed Sheeran.
So now I'mma review his album, +. I know it came out like a year ago. Shut Up.

I'm not gonna talk about how perfect he is or how nice he looks or how much talent he has. Okay, maybe I'll talk about his talent. This is a music review. Not a person review.

So this is what the album looks like.

I like it. It's called +.
To the songs now. (As you can tell, I'm not in a very chatty mood at the moment)
I should probably tell you, I've heard it all before.

A-Team
 I just heard it without even thinking anything. Okay. So. Beautiful song. It's about a homeless crack addicted prostitute whose name was Angel. Yeah. Pretty amazing.

Drunk









So I listened to the entire album on the other tab without bothering to write anything. Just go listen to it. There isn't much to say about it. I give it a 10 out of 5. It's THAT good. Ed is perfection.

Wow, that was crappy, for my 50th post.

Thoughts While Studying

Gah, I hate this.

I wonder what's on the radio.
 
Real Cost

So I was studying Economics, and I came across the definition for 'real cost'. Real Cost is defined as "The cost of the substitute goods that the producer sacrificed in order to produce a certain good" (or something like that) and it got me thinking. That applies to life as well. The real value of a certain object/position/whatever is the value of the things that you had to sacrifice to get that thing/to that position/whatever. To get something, you give something else up. And the value of that thing is equal to the value of the things you gave up. And that makes it all the more valuable.

OMG I JUST THOUGHT OF THE PERFECT GIFT FOR A FRIEND OF MINE.

*Goes on facebook* 

*Goes in Six Billion Secrets*

*wastes a shitload of time*

Doctor Who : God?

Okay, so I don't like Doctor Who. But I know what the general idea is. It's about a Time Traveling Alien that saves the world. He has access to ALL TIME AND SPACE. He can go to any point of time, and to any place in the universe. He knows everything. (I don't know. I'm assuming, since he's traveled far and wide)  He can go back in time and bring people back to life. (In the case of Rory, I think. That's what I've heard), He never dies, he "regenerates". (Like Hindu gods, Avatars and stuff) So I was thinking. What if he was a huge metaphor for God. What if he came and selected a bunch of people and showed them everything and enlightened them and they achieved Nirvana or whatever? What if The Doctor is GOD??!?!?

I'm tired.

I'm going to die alone.

I can't wait to go on the internet.

 

Poetry lolz

There's depression.
There's anxiety.
I don't know why.
But I feel guilty.

I try to watch Sherlock
In hopes of feeling better
Nope
Doesn't work.


And then I try to blog,
my feelings cannot be
put to words
oh wait.

That was me
trying to write poetry
that was bullshit
i know, hehe

It did make me feel a lot better, though. So yay.
 

Believe Review

So I spent the last one and a half hour listening to the whole of Believe by Justin Bieber. Like, the entire friggin album. I don't even like him. Then I thought to myself....HEY I CAN BLOG ABOUT THIS.
So here is me, listening to it for the second time, just for the sake of blogging about it. (Also, it's not so bad. He's sounds pretty okay. So. Added bonus)
All Around The World feat. Ludacris
What is up with Bieber doing songs with Ludacris? Anyway. Very dancy. I listen to dance music, occasionally. When I'm in the mood. I hate dubstep, though. (Edit : I don't hate it. I like some forms of dubstep) Anyway. This one is pretty good. Ludacris' rap is pretty hilarious. xD

Boyfriend

Meh. Don't like this one. Also, it's If I WERE You Boyfriend. Not If I WAS Your Boyfriend. And what's up with all the "Swag and Swaggie" and shit? Weird. Also, "while we're eating fondue"? Is it just me or do you smell a Captain America reference there?

As Long As You Love Me
I like this one. His performance at the Teen Choice Awards for this thing is pretty epic. Did you know he is an amazing dancer? Yeah. Good song.

Take You
Okayish. Very Enrique Iglesias.

Right Here (feat. Drake)
*listens for 20 seconds. Skips*

Catching Feelings
I personally like this one very much. It's really cute.  Very cheesy lyrics.

Fall
I liked this one very much as well. Again, pretty cute. Cute lyrics. Good. Okay, Next.
(Are you guys noticing how the comments are getting smaller and smaller with every song? :P)

Die In Your Arms
Name sounds cute, doesn't it? Oh. It sounds a lot like his old stuff. Like, his voice. With a tiiiiiny little hint of Nick Jonas. Lyrics are pretty good. *Looks up lyricists names*  "Jerkins, Dennis "Aganee" Jenkins, Travis Sayles, Thomas Lumpkins, Kelly Lumpkins, Bieber, Berry Gordy, Alphonso Mizell, Freddie Perren, Deke Richards, Herb Rooney" What the actual fuck? How did so many people not ruin the song?

Thought Of You
Too happy. Too One Direction-ey. Ergh. *skips*

Beauty and A Beat Feat. Nicki Minaj
The fuck is Nicki Minaj doing here? Oooooo Nice bass lines. Not bad. Dancy. Oh God, the rap is funny. "Buns out, weiner, but I gotta keep an eye out for Selena" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT


One Love
The name sounds familiar, doesn't it?  He sounds like a kid again. I think he hit puberty in the middle of recording this album. I don't like it very much. *skip*

Be Alright
This one's pretty good too. "Everything's gonna be alright" he says. I hope so, man. I hope so.

Believe
Ooooo title of the album.  This one is clearly for his fans. It's pretty okay. OOOOOO It's a choir! Y'know, the ones in churches. Oh, yeah. Gospel. I like this one. Okay, moving on.

Out Of Town Girl
Dancy. I don't like it that much. He sounds way too autotuned.

She Don't Like The Lights
Camera Sounds. Oh, THOSE Lights? Huh. Okay. I think it's about Selena and how she doesn't like the paparazzi or something.I feel like this one could have a nice music video. It's okay. I think I'm getting tired of this album.

Maria
Ohhhh this one's about the "He Fathered A Child" controversy. "That ain't my baby, That ain't my girl" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

Love Me Like You Do
Last one!! Very RnB. Wait. What? Why does this sound like it has sex references? .......Okay. I feel like Beliebers would've gotten pretty turned on by this one. I'm not, don't worry. OH MY GOD. So many references. Okay, Next.

Wait, there isn't any next. I give this album 3 stars. Out of 5. It's not bad.

Okay, too much Pop for one day. I think I'm going to go listen to some Indie music. Or Rock or something. Okay, Bye.

You know what's weird?

I had like 50 pageviews on the 12th of July.
Guess how many followers I gained?
Guess.
Guess.
Guess.
Guess.
Guess.
Guess.
Guess.
(^ That was a MyMusicShow reference by the way)

None. Wow. Seriously? I'm THAT bad? Thanks y'all.

Facade

More people I know are looking at my blog. I feel like I should post happier stuff. But it'll all just be a facade, wouldn't it?

I am Darren Criss and He is Me.

http://fancybowties.tumblr.com/post/26688096102/warblingaway-sometimes-i-pretend-to-be-an

Bubble-wrapped

Let me tell you a story. It is a story of a little girl.
Ever since she was a kid, she was given love. She was pampered. She was protected. At first, she loved the attention. It was awesome, really. She would get whatever she wanted as soon as she asked for it. Some would say she was spoilt.
Then, she started growing older. People around her, at school, changed. They grew up. They started becoming girlier. They started looking pretty. She wanted to look pretty too. But she wasn't allowed. She wasn't allowed to experiment. She wasn't given the freedom. The love and protection had turned into over-protection. There were restrictions for everything. She couldn't put on makeup. She couldn't wear what she wanted to wear. She wasn't allowed to do anything to her hair. She wasn't allowed to wax her body. She wasn't allowed to go out with friends, that often.( Not that she minded, anyway. She was an indoors-y person) She didn't get to do the things other people her age were doing. She wasn't allowed to be independent. Her parents made all the decisions for her. Her life wasn't hers anymore.The over-protection started choking her.
The bubble-wrap she was covered in was too thick. She was in too deep, to get out. It was too late to even TRY being independent, because she didn't know how. She needed to get away, but she couldn't. She fears she will be stuck in the same place forever, like a bird in a Wildlife Sanctuary, which doesn't fly too far from it's home, because it has no where else to go. And maybe, just maybe, she's right.

The Amazing Spider-Man Review-ish-thingy. Whatever.

I just got back from watching The Amazing Spider-Man. It was pretty good. Doesn’t make a lasting impression on your mind like The Avengers did. Still pretty amazing. Andrew Garfield was the perfect Spider-Man from what I remember from the cartoons when I was a kid. Never bothered to read the comics. Spider-Man was really cocky, and just generally a cool guy. Also, Andrew’s awkwardness as Peter was brilliant. His stuttering was awesome. His general existence is awesome, actually. Gwen Stacy was awesome. I liked her SO MUCH better than I liked Mary Jane Watson. Gwen was so badass. Sigh, Emma Stone.

My friend’s fangirling over how hot Andrew looks when there were really intense scenes going on was SUPER ANNOYING though. Whatever. Didn’t ruin it for me. So I’m good. 

So yeah, pretty epic. Okay-ish Background Score. Good Soundtrack.Why isn’t the soundtrack list there anywhere online, btw? I want to know what the Coldplay song in the movie is called. :( 

Stuff I said constantly throughout the movie :
OHHHHHHH.

OH MAN. OH MAN. OH SHIT. FUCK FUCK FUCK

I CANT HANDLE ALL THESE FEELS. 

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

FEELS FEELS FEELS

OMG LOOK AT HIM

OMG I LOVE HER

EWWWW that is SO GROSS

HE’S GONNA DIE. HE’S GONNA DIE. HE’S GONNA DIE.

*to friend beside me* OH MY GOD SHUT UP.

Yeah. Okay Bye.

I'm sorry

I wrote half a blog post and realized it's the crappiest thing I have ever written in my life.
Brilliant. I don't remember how to write anymore. I should just abandon all my dreams and then die. 

Hii. I'm baack. Or maybe not. I kinda had writers block, I guess. Dunno if I still have it.

In other news, I watched The Avengers. Twice. So fucking amazing. Loki's Army Forever. Or not. Both sides were pretty appealing.

Anyway. I might post, I might not. Dunno. Okay bye. 

Life is like a box of disgusting, creepy insects.

I'm so annoyed.

With myself.

With the world.

With life.

With fate.

With destiny.

With my ambition.

With my talent-less-ness.

With fucking REALITY.

Why can't everything be just perfect?

Why can't I be a successful writer?

Why can't my parents be happy with what I want?

Why can't I have a perfect boyfriend like Augustus Waters? (let me answer that for ya, I don't know any guys.)

Why can't my dreams ever come true?

Why can't I be happy?

Why can't life just give you what you want?

Why do I have to be this way?

Nothing tragic ever happened in my life to make me this way. My dog died once, sure. That's not enough to send you into depression, is it? 

I'm just so sad. All the time.

If it's karma, what did I do? I've never hurt anybody. I'm nice to everyone. I'm "un-bitchable" as someone once told me. 

Like it says in my favorite book, "I hate myself I hate myself I hate this I hate this I disgust myself I hate it I hate it I hate it just let me fucking die" (Fine, he had cancer. Whatever.It's how I feel right now)

Michael Meets Mozart - 1 Piano, 2 Guys, 100 Cello Tracks - The Piano Guys

My Mind = Blown.
Also, the cello is freaking cool, isn't it?

What. The. Fuck.

Celebriphilia is the abnormally intense desire to have a romantic or sexual encounter with a celebrity. 

There's an actual word for it. 

I have this. With SO many people. 

Maybe I should do a blog post about that. 

The Metaphorical Implications

Here, Hank talks about the Hunger Games and how it relates to society today. I really liked this video, and not because he was talking about The Hunger Games, but because what he's saying is true. Watch.

I have chills.

To quote myself, "It's so epic, I think I'm going to cry"

17 - Flight of The Order of The Phoenix - Harry Potter and The Order of ...

<3

Tumblr has the coolest of stuff.

I have a secret tumblr. I ain't tellin' y'all what it is. I need someplace for only me.
But they do have really cool stuff over there.
Like this :

Okay Bye

Cinematic Orchestra - To Build A Home

This song is FUCKIN AMAZING.
Also, my comment is the second to top comment. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH.

THE SENECA BEARD ON HER WHITE BOARD WAS MY IDEA.

Check the comments if you don't believe me. NCftw3? Thats me.

New Obsession

Seneca Crane's Beard. LOOK AT IT. 

More here : http://senecacranebeardappreciation.tumblr.com/

Don't you just hate it...

... when someone mentions something, but they don't tell you what it is,when you ask? JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED OR DON'T MENTION IT AT ALL. STOP BEING SO FUCKING VAGUE. UUUUUUURGH.

 ....when you're studying, and you feel like blogging, but then when you try to blog, you can't? SCUMBAG BRAIN.

...when your parents relate everything to your grades? GAHH

...when your parents don't let you do something based on something that doesn't even relate to what you're talking about?

...when little kids whine? SERIOUSLY. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

...when stupid Cee Lo Green doesn't pick the right contestant on the voice and picks a stupid supermodel who can't even sing instead? THE SHIELD BROTHERS WERE SO GOOD.

...when the only person who can make you happy right now hasn't uploaded a new video in TWO WEEKS and you've watched all his other videos before? CHARLIE WHERE ARE YOU? [I just found out he had an operation for something(he isn't saying what ). You are forgiven, coollike.]

...when NO ONE texts back when you want to talk, but EVERYONE TEXTS when you don't? And then when you say you're pissed, and you'll talk later, they go on to whine about their problems, stating their problems are bigger than yours. I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

...when it's so hot, but there's a power cut and you can't switch on the A.C?

...when your teacher SOLVES THE EASIEST SUM OF THE LOT, and gives you the REST OF THE EXERCISE, as homework?

...when nothing seems to cheer you up?

...when you're trying to write a specific type of song (In my case, a Wrock song) and you have no idea what to write about, or what to do?

...when the college you want to go to is FUCKING EXPENSIVE and you need REALLY GOOD GRADES to get in, and you just KNOW you wont? I'm going to fail at life.

...when you find out they're splitting Mockingjay into 2 parts? -_-

...when you meet weirdos on Omegle?

...when you remember something, but then forget later?

...when you have nothing else to rant about? 

OHMYGOD.

OH MY GOD. The Hunger Games is releasing here. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I'm SO HAPPY. :D 

GAHHHH

Don't you just hate it when the restaurant guy or the pizza guy or whoever fucks up your order? Like, you tell them MINUS ONIONS but then they put EXTRA ONIONS and CHARGE you for it. Like, WHAT? I DIDN'T ORDER THAT, YOU CAN'T CHARGE ME FOR IT. I remember, on my 13th Birthday, we were at Pizza Hut, and the guy brought us a pizza, and while serving it, he dropped it. I, being the cheap-ass I am, demanded for a replacement piece, and then he rolled his eyes at me! He eventually did bring us an extra pizza but charged us for it. WHAT? NOT FAIR. I DIDN'T ASK FOR A WHOLE PIZZA, I ASKED FOR A PIECE. YOU CAN'T CHARGE ME FOR THAT, FOOL.
I just watched this, and looks like I'm not the only one who feels this way.

I DO THIS ALL THE TIME! xD

Awesome Words

Its pi day!

Its the 14th of March 2012.
3.14.12 Its supposed to be 3.1412, but whatever.
YAY!

You know you're having a horrible day...

....When  even these guys fail to cheer you up. 

PS. Wahey! I'm blogging more. :P

Hunger Games Premiere

Tumblr's going CRAZY about the Hunger Games premiere. And its not releasing here. Excuse me while I go weep in a corner. 

Why?

I had the weirdest dream last night. I’m just going to tell you what I remember.  Like they say in Inception, you don’t know how a dream starts. So I’m going to start from where I think it starts.

(Excuse the lack of full stops in the following paragraph)

 I’m at some fair/amusement park thing, and everyone I know are there and they have stalls and stuff and Charlie McDonnell is there and he’s at the bottom of a roller coaster and he’s about to do a Challenge Charlie and he’s purple and he’s all “I’m really nervous” and stuff and then he goes on the Roller Coaster and he comes down and he goes “Well, THAT was fun” and my cousins get excited and they’re like “Even we want to go” but they’re not old enough but still they go and then I’m like whatever and then I run into Ron and Hermione(Sorcerers’ Stone versions) and they have owls in their hands and they’re smiling at each other and then they release the owls and then owls just keep flying till they reach a beach and on the beach there’s Chase Crawford and he’s with some chick and he kisses the chick and “What Makes You Beautiful” by One Direction (I hate 1D.Just saying) starts playing and it just zooms out like in movies and then I’m in a car and I have a bunch of owls with me and then   I have to go through a tunnel thing and as soon as I get out of the tunnel, I have more owls with me and then there’s a random bathroom(not like a single cubicle. Like the kind in movie theatres.)  in the middle of nowhere and it’s raining and I’m like “Let’s just take shelter here” and then there’s a knock on the door and I open it and there’s Prakash Raj(A Telugu/Tamil Actor) and with him is another dude who I can’t recognize and they’re like “Are they here?” and I’m like “what?” and he’s like “The Owls, Obviously” and I’m like “No. But you can find loads in the tunnel down there” and he’s like “Okay thanks” and he goes away and I’m like “Ohkayy, that was random” and then I woke up.

So basically, the point of this blog post is, Why can I remember one RANDOM dream so vividly but I can’t remember answers to questions in exams? I don’t know. If you do, please tell me.

Why I haven't posted in so long.

Hey. I know I haven't posted since forever. I just don't feel like writing. I've got a lot of unfinished stuff in by Drafts thing, but I don't know how to finish it. Ooohh, I wrote this awesome story for my English Exam. I'll type it down and post it when I get my paper back.
My birthday was a couple of weeks ago, so that was good. My exams were okay, and that was also good. Also, I've been trolling on YouTube quite a lot. Watching This:

(OHMYGOD I JUST FOUND THIS, HE'S IN A SUIT AAAAAAAAHHHHH) 

And  a lot of this : 

And THIS.

Also, If you haven't watched the KONY 2012 video yet, Please do, and spread the message. Thanks.

Thats all for now.

I promise to blog if I feel like finishing those drafts.

Bye Bye. 

Oh. Hi

Sorry I haven't blogged much (I don't even know why I'm apologizing anymore. Most of you already know I HARDLY post). I've been busy. WATCHING CHARLIE MCDONNELL. And ALEX DAY And Listening to Ed Sheeran. 

Oooooo,I think I'm starting a vlog. I'm considering. I was going to make one this weekend, I planned out the video and everything, but I didn't have time. Yesterday we had a field trip thingy to some Deer Park (where we didn't see any deers :/) and today I did my homework and now I look tired and I don't want to be on camera. So yeah. Maybe next weekend? 

Okay Bye :)

PS. Did you know there's a My Little Pony called TWILIGHT SPARKLE? Seriously. Twilight Sparkle. xD 

Soo, School started.

School started last week. I hate school. Except for the fact that there're HOT German dudes[and chicks, but bleh.{Trust me, I'm not guy-obsessed. I'm guy-starved.}] (Fine, only ONE of them is actually hot, another one's pretty cute.) walking around school like they OWN the freakin' place. They're here for some exchange program thingy. We got to talk to them and stuff.
So yeah, school started, loadsa work, can't blog, will try.

BOIIIYYEEEEE. (Charlie Style) 

Story Of My Life. Or What I Do With This Blog, Rather.

This video is called Stop Procrastinating. Also, Charlieissocoollike is AWESOME <3 

SOPA and PIPA

STOP ONLINE PIRACY ACT
and
PROTECT IP ACT.
NOT Cool.
No more Youtube, Wikipedia, BLOGGER, 9Gag, MEDIAFIRE,MEGAVIDEO,VIDEOBB *insest long list of video websites*, GROOVESHARK, WATTPAD, FACEBOOK, TWITTER, ANYTHING. EVERYTHING will be censored.
I'm telling you, they're not decreasing the piracy rate with this. They're just going to increase the number of people checking into mental institutions.

I'm venting. Deal with it.

Right now, I don’t feel like doing anything. I don’t even feel like writing.  Or listening to music. Or reading. Or doing my homework. Or playing my guitar. I feel like talking to someone. But EVERYONE’s busy. And it’s pissing me off. I don’t even know why. I have this weird anger inside me. I feel like breaking something. I feel like screaming. I hate isolation. I don’t like feeling alone. I’m not even sad right now. I’m pissed off.  Okay, now I feel like crying. Not sad-crying. Pissed off crying. Why don’t I have a life? Okay, fine, I do, but I don’t feel like doing any of that right now. What is wrong with me? Music is supposed to be my safe haven. I don’t feel like going to my safe haven. I don’t feel like reading and escaping into another world. I FEEL LIKE TALKING TO SOMEONE. WHY CANT SOMEONE BE THERE FOR ME, FOR ONCE? I’m ALWAYS THERE, when someone needs me. RIGHT WHEN I NEED SOMEONE, everyone choses to abandon me.

Okay, apparently, my best friend is “at a jewellery store” (I have no idea, WHY.), another one of my friends “just landed in Kerela”, and a bunch of others are “studying”, or “doing their project” or “out”, or some crap like that. I KNOW YOU’RE LYING,BITCHES! I KNOW YOU’RE JUST SAYING THAT SO I CAN LEAVE YOU ALONE. I KNOW YOU ALL HATE ME.

*bursts into tears* 

I think Inception made too much of an impression on me

I can’t seem to let go of the whole concept of voluntary dreaming, and shared dreaming. You could go to sleep, and create a world of your own, and stay there. As long as you’d like. Am I the only one who thinks that’s better than reality? Yes, I’d probably end up killing myself like Mal, but I don’t really care. But it isn’t real, and I guess I’ll never know. 

My Hunger Games Soundtrack (The Post I Was Working On) xD

So I found this AWESOME song by Paramore which TOTALLY relates to the Hunger Games. When I was reading the series, Paramore was the first band I thought of. Not Taylor-fuckin’-Swift. I fail to understand why someone would ruin such an awesome series with country music. So yeah .It’s called Let The Flames Begin. You can listen to it, HERE.  And apparently, I’m not the only one who thinks it should be on the Hunger Games soundtrack. I did a little bit of research and most fan sites think so too. I just heard, Hayley Williams is reading Mockingjay. She read Twlight and LOVED it [I have no idea why] it so much, she wrote a song for it, which was in the movie. So if she does end up writing a song for The Hunger Games, that would be TOTALLY AWESOME [A Very Potter Musical reference, haahaa]

Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park should be on it too. I don’t know why. It was on the Twlight soundtrack. The Twlight Soundtrack is FREAKING AWESOME. [Don’t get me wrong, I hate twilight. I just love the soundtrack. I mean, 2 Paramore songs, 1 Linkin Park song, 1 Muse song,1 Theory of A Deadman song, and 1 AWESOME Instrumental? DUDE.]

Yeah, so where was I? Oh yeah, soundtrack. Into The Fire by Thirteen Senses! Oh My Gosh, that song should TOTALLY be in there.

Kings and Queens by 30 Seconds to Mars. Y’know, when Peeta and Katniss are declared winners.

The Only Exception by Paramore. When Katniss and Peeta are in the cave thing.

Bring Me To Life by Evanescence. Maybe.

A Panem National Anthem, Haha

Rue’s song

A Bunch Of Themes. No movie is complete without themes. They should hire Hans Zimmer to do it. Or Alan Silvestri. Or John Williams. ANY of the Harry Potter Music directors, really.

Yep, That’s about it. 

Anirudh Update

I don't like him anymore. I stopped liking him back in 2011. HAHAHAHA.
On the 24th of December, to be exact.
Yeah. So. I just thought I'll let you know.

List of things y'all NEED to check out.

www.9gag.com

www.tasteofawesome.com

www.omegle.com (I met this gay british dude yesterday, Thomas. We were talking, and the conversation was going pretty well and then he disconnected! *bursts into tears* He was so bloody sweet. WHYY MEEEE?! )

Harry Potter in 99 Seconds

Paramore

This Guy

Laughing At My Nightmare

The Time Riders Series

The Hunger Games Series

Super Junior

Cobus Potgieter

http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/?ft (Don't go there if you're easily depressed.I spent ALL day on this webiste. I'm not depressed, so yeah. Maybe a liiitle but, 'cause I relate to some of them. You can't find them easily, so don't try to figure out which ones.)

What do YOU want me to check out? Let Me Know! :D 

PS. This is not the post I was supposedly working on. 

Happy New Year!

Its's 2012! The world might end! YAY! *does The Octopus*
I'm working on a post! No, really.